Hi peeps.. I am lost right now. I mean I am here I know when I am but my life is lost in general.. Lets start at the beginning. I got this great new job I really enjoyed back in July. Lets not get off the beaten path. I still enjoy it.. But I bragged about it and told you all what I do. Well my 30 day review came and went and i didnt do as good as she wanted me to. So she gave me till my 90 day review came. This did a bit better but not as good as she wanted either.. So she put me on whats called a work improvement plan.. Just things I have to work on to keep my job. They keep you employed by points.. yes you read that right. POINTS.. They give you ten POINTS per year. I was suppose to have gotten a 27 Points on my review which equals out to 77% in there weird ass ways..
Well I didnt get that with my 90 day review. I got a 25 points and a 68%. yes I see that as being sick. But that is how this company works.. I also supposedly rolled my eyes at D a month ago.. She said that was insubodination.. And then a girl i work with were talking and D reprimanded this girl. I got yelled at because D thought I was laughing at this girl.. NO I WAS NOT!!! I was laughing at something she had said but D walked past at this precise moment..
There have been other times I have been yelled at and just wanted to walk off the job but wont because I need the money right now. The job itself isnt hard but you have to focus on the dispenser and make sure you hear and see everything..It seems lately I cant do a damned thing right.. I cried on my way home today. I blasted the cd that was in and I cried.
Its Friday November 11th,2011 and I could be jobless on Monday. I asked her where I was going and what she was going to do with me. she said she had to hear back from the HR before she decided so I have to go in on Monday and see if she is letting me go. I cant believe this. I wanted to know today what the hell was going on with my job. I dont want to wonder and have to get up Monday morning and find out I have no job..
I do have a back up plan and hope they have work some where for me. I dont care if its out of town right now. I need the money. I am going to go back to the Temp service I was working for back in June. They have always had something for me. I was appreciated through them.. But this job at WPI is insane.
I am so flustered today.. I dont know how to tell Jeff. I might just wait till Monday and find out whats going on. She might have more work on Monday for us but I dont know yet. She was suppose to get another soap dispenser in and some more what we call P17's for the time being. They dont have a name yet. they are still in the making faze. they arent production yet. they want them in production soon but still some bugs to work out.
We are suppose to be getting some more utensils in too but havent heard a word about those yet.. But if I lose this job I am so lost in life. I found the job from a friend and then i get hired on directly and then they pull this shit on me. I just dont get it.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Been MIA.. Sorry my friends..
Hi there. I have been MIA (missing in Action) or more on here.. I have been busy trying to get an order done for a friend of mine. All of you know him.. Zombislayer.. His wife ordered six fall colored placemats and four hotpads and six more bookmarkers from me..
Also my mother in law kind of showed me how to make crocheted octopusses. She just told me how to make them and I did them on my own but they turned out really cute.. I am using Ty's camera for listing my items in my shop.. I havent taken any photo's of the girls as of yet..
I got my furry baby sick.. She is itchy in the neck so I called the vet and the receptionist told me to give her some benadryl but didnt tell me to use childrens benadryl. she just said human benadryl.. So I went and got some and gave her half a tablet and she got really sick. So I called the vet back that night on Thursday and left a message..
Well they called back but the only problem with that is, is that brianna answered the phone.. She was making appts for the cat.. So I had to do animal control when mom got home from work on Friday.. Yikes.. But they straightened everythign out and we have her on childrens benadryl for three days.. She still foams at the mouth because she gags on it.. I have considered watering it down once and see what happens to her. But the vet thinks she has come down with an allergy. I dont want to bring her in quite yet so I am trying home remedies first. With her gagging she isnt getting sick she just gags on it at first..
Here is what I have been up to the last few weeks.. If any of you would like your own little item let me know via e-mail. I do ship internationally.. I will hopefully have my other items up and running in a bit. I have four more bookmarkers to make. They go for eight dollars a piece and are great because they are washable. If you spill something on them you can just pop them in the washer and dryer instead of throwing them out like most bookmarkers.. The octopusses are all crocheted including there eyes if you want one for a new baby coming along.. I can make them either pinks and blues or one of each color.. Or just your choice of colors.. My holiday place mats are the red, white and green. I am working on getting a set of four in an oval shape.. For me a little harder said than done.. but working on it.
Ok peeps this is it for now. enjoy and I will try and make rounds later on.. Nicole.
Also my mother in law kind of showed me how to make crocheted octopusses. She just told me how to make them and I did them on my own but they turned out really cute.. I am using Ty's camera for listing my items in my shop.. I havent taken any photo's of the girls as of yet..
I got my furry baby sick.. She is itchy in the neck so I called the vet and the receptionist told me to give her some benadryl but didnt tell me to use childrens benadryl. she just said human benadryl.. So I went and got some and gave her half a tablet and she got really sick. So I called the vet back that night on Thursday and left a message..
Well they called back but the only problem with that is, is that brianna answered the phone.. She was making appts for the cat.. So I had to do animal control when mom got home from work on Friday.. Yikes.. But they straightened everythign out and we have her on childrens benadryl for three days.. She still foams at the mouth because she gags on it.. I have considered watering it down once and see what happens to her. But the vet thinks she has come down with an allergy. I dont want to bring her in quite yet so I am trying home remedies first. With her gagging she isnt getting sick she just gags on it at first..
Here is what I have been up to the last few weeks.. If any of you would like your own little item let me know via e-mail. I do ship internationally.. I will hopefully have my other items up and running in a bit. I have four more bookmarkers to make. They go for eight dollars a piece and are great because they are washable. If you spill something on them you can just pop them in the washer and dryer instead of throwing them out like most bookmarkers.. The octopusses are all crocheted including there eyes if you want one for a new baby coming along.. I can make them either pinks and blues or one of each color.. Or just your choice of colors.. My holiday place mats are the red, white and green. I am working on getting a set of four in an oval shape.. For me a little harder said than done.. but working on it.
Ok peeps this is it for now. enjoy and I will try and make rounds later on.. Nicole.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Life in the R household
Oh where Oh were to begin.. The drama here you peeps really dont want to hear again. I have been avoiding that topic so there has been no real good posts. I still dont have an adapter for my phone to get my photo's off my phone.. I wish I could upload them from my phone but I dont have a nice phone like that yet.. Anyway. I am here.. I am ok.. My job is on the fritz and I havent been talking much about that either.. I havent been talking about much lately..
I am getting a new phone tomorrow again with a new plan. I was given 90 days with the last phone I bought to get in there and work with them to get either Boost or Virgin Mobile.. I am looking at going with boost.. but the owner said if I come back in within 90 days he will completely refund my last phone for me and put that towards a new phone.. so i am looking at gettting a new phone plan tomorrow. Hopefully it will be similar to what I already have..
things here have changed since my last bitch session and they are going to change again maybe. I was told yesterday by the supervisor that I did not meet my 90 day review as well as she wanted and she is giving me 30 more days to work on two things and if I dont improve I am being let go from the company. I am slightly depressed because I go in and I work my ass off for this woman. I am there early every morning, I do the job, I quit talking to everyone. I dont talk unless someone asks me a question lately.. I was told I rolled my eyes at the supervisor two weeks ago. I dont remember doing it. I could have but didnt mean to do it. and then just the other day I was told I was laughing or giggling at another employee when she got reprimanded for doing something I have made mistakes doing. But that is where I know I wasnt laughing or giggling at the supervisor. the girl I was working with said something and at that precious moment the supervisor walked over. So I got yelled at for that.. I was told that when I rolled my eyes at the supervisor she could have let me go at that moment.
I sometimes feel that they dont want me doing the job I have and if they dont why did they just hire me directly?? I dont get it. but oh well its over and done with now.
The girls are doing ok.. Kora is still struggling with math and brianna is still struggling with counting money. I have tried to explain it but she wont listen to me.. I want to cry. I did a big no no about a week ago. Briannas ears got infected again where her earring were.. Well Ty told me to take her earrings out for two days.. Well I did.. I went to put the earrings back in and guess what mommy did.. I pushed an earring through a half closed hole. I pushed the earring through thinking it was the skin on the back of her ear. If any of you know what I am talking about you know how much that little skin pops and hurts but this hurt her really bad.. I felt so sorry. She was constantly getting infected with her ears.
Ok peeps I could probably ramble for longer but I have to go get my hubby. I will be back around soon hopefully.. Talk later. Nicole.
I am getting a new phone tomorrow again with a new plan. I was given 90 days with the last phone I bought to get in there and work with them to get either Boost or Virgin Mobile.. I am looking at going with boost.. but the owner said if I come back in within 90 days he will completely refund my last phone for me and put that towards a new phone.. so i am looking at gettting a new phone plan tomorrow. Hopefully it will be similar to what I already have..
things here have changed since my last bitch session and they are going to change again maybe. I was told yesterday by the supervisor that I did not meet my 90 day review as well as she wanted and she is giving me 30 more days to work on two things and if I dont improve I am being let go from the company. I am slightly depressed because I go in and I work my ass off for this woman. I am there early every morning, I do the job, I quit talking to everyone. I dont talk unless someone asks me a question lately.. I was told I rolled my eyes at the supervisor two weeks ago. I dont remember doing it. I could have but didnt mean to do it. and then just the other day I was told I was laughing or giggling at another employee when she got reprimanded for doing something I have made mistakes doing. But that is where I know I wasnt laughing or giggling at the supervisor. the girl I was working with said something and at that precious moment the supervisor walked over. So I got yelled at for that.. I was told that when I rolled my eyes at the supervisor she could have let me go at that moment.
I sometimes feel that they dont want me doing the job I have and if they dont why did they just hire me directly?? I dont get it. but oh well its over and done with now.
The girls are doing ok.. Kora is still struggling with math and brianna is still struggling with counting money. I have tried to explain it but she wont listen to me.. I want to cry. I did a big no no about a week ago. Briannas ears got infected again where her earring were.. Well Ty told me to take her earrings out for two days.. Well I did.. I went to put the earrings back in and guess what mommy did.. I pushed an earring through a half closed hole. I pushed the earring through thinking it was the skin on the back of her ear. If any of you know what I am talking about you know how much that little skin pops and hurts but this hurt her really bad.. I felt so sorry. She was constantly getting infected with her ears.
Ok peeps I could probably ramble for longer but I have to go get my hubby. I will be back around soon hopefully.. Talk later. Nicole.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Broken Hearted....
Hi all.. I am broken hearted in many ways right now.. I can take photo's but have no way of getting them onto the computer. I can take them with my phone but dont have the adapter to get them onto the computer and to use just the memory card I need to upload some software.. No thank you..Or wait for Briancas BF to bring me his old adapter for his old samsung... I am so sick of waiting..
I found out that there is no way to get my camera clean unless you take it apart and the place that can do it doesnt touch Kodak cameras..
I threw a fit last night.. Does anyone remember me telling you all I had a plan with this many people living in my house and we all had chores... Well guess what none of those chores have been met except for right before Briancas BF comes to visit.. i work outside the house and come home and have to clean too.. I dont ever come home to a clean kitchen or a clean livingroom.. I know my livingroom is cluttered because of my crocheting but still..
I am one fustrated person right now.. I want to scream and yell and just send everyone away. then everytime Ty and Brianca have time together they leave.. I just came in at 3:30 and they were walking out the door like they had it planned that they didnt want to be here with me.. I dont care if they dont want to be here.. What ever.. I give up. I am broked hearted though.
I cant think of the name of it but Brianca is one of those people who cant live with out sex!!! and she is sleeping with Ty and her BF from appleton.. He came up this last weekend with his 18 month old daughter. It was ok.. I didnt have to do anything. I sat on my butt for three days.. He bought Pizza Friday night and then Saturday he bought some of those crockpot meals you buy out of the meat department.. but when he left I had a kitchen to clean.
I dont care what a person does.. But my girls are asking way to many questions.. They want to know why they are spending so much time together and then trying to explain to them its none of there business.. But its there house too.. Anyway I am trying to stay out of it..
Briancas BFs little girl is so far behind.. She sat in her walker all weekend and watched movies.. She is walking and she is only doing the army crawl.. She can sit up on her own and then he lets her snack all day long.. And wonders why she wont eat dinner when its time.. DAHHHHHH !!!!!
Oh yes I almost forgot to tell you all my great news.... I have been meaning to tell you all for about two weeks now.. You all know this job I have. Well i was working as a perm temp employee.. Well two weeks ago tomorrow I got a letter in the mail telling me they hired me permanantly.. I lose a dollar in the transaction. but at least its stability.. I hope!!!
I get my benefits right away too.. they start in December for me.. I am going to get vision and dental for me and the girls and he will cover us with health insurance through pomps. so we have it all covered now.. I get 20 hours of vacation if i make it till january 18th with out calling in and if i make it one full year till july 18,2012 with out calling in i get 40 hours of vacation pay.. and then if i make it a full two years with the company i get two weeks vacation pay and so forth on the down the road..
I am so proud of myself.. anyway that is whats been going on here. I have been in an emotional state again with a lot of things going on here.. but its all taken care of. i try not to talk to much because hubby does read my blog sometimes..
My wittle family is sick but me.. Knock on wood.. I dont want what they seem to have.. No thank you.. but again I am gone. Talk soon.. Have a wonderful rest of the week..
I found out that there is no way to get my camera clean unless you take it apart and the place that can do it doesnt touch Kodak cameras..
I threw a fit last night.. Does anyone remember me telling you all I had a plan with this many people living in my house and we all had chores... Well guess what none of those chores have been met except for right before Briancas BF comes to visit.. i work outside the house and come home and have to clean too.. I dont ever come home to a clean kitchen or a clean livingroom.. I know my livingroom is cluttered because of my crocheting but still..
I am one fustrated person right now.. I want to scream and yell and just send everyone away. then everytime Ty and Brianca have time together they leave.. I just came in at 3:30 and they were walking out the door like they had it planned that they didnt want to be here with me.. I dont care if they dont want to be here.. What ever.. I give up. I am broked hearted though.
I cant think of the name of it but Brianca is one of those people who cant live with out sex!!! and she is sleeping with Ty and her BF from appleton.. He came up this last weekend with his 18 month old daughter. It was ok.. I didnt have to do anything. I sat on my butt for three days.. He bought Pizza Friday night and then Saturday he bought some of those crockpot meals you buy out of the meat department.. but when he left I had a kitchen to clean.
I dont care what a person does.. But my girls are asking way to many questions.. They want to know why they are spending so much time together and then trying to explain to them its none of there business.. But its there house too.. Anyway I am trying to stay out of it..
Briancas BFs little girl is so far behind.. She sat in her walker all weekend and watched movies.. She is walking and she is only doing the army crawl.. She can sit up on her own and then he lets her snack all day long.. And wonders why she wont eat dinner when its time.. DAHHHHHH !!!!!
Oh yes I almost forgot to tell you all my great news.... I have been meaning to tell you all for about two weeks now.. You all know this job I have. Well i was working as a perm temp employee.. Well two weeks ago tomorrow I got a letter in the mail telling me they hired me permanantly.. I lose a dollar in the transaction. but at least its stability.. I hope!!!
I get my benefits right away too.. they start in December for me.. I am going to get vision and dental for me and the girls and he will cover us with health insurance through pomps. so we have it all covered now.. I get 20 hours of vacation if i make it till january 18th with out calling in and if i make it one full year till july 18,2012 with out calling in i get 40 hours of vacation pay.. and then if i make it a full two years with the company i get two weeks vacation pay and so forth on the down the road..
I am so proud of myself.. anyway that is whats been going on here. I have been in an emotional state again with a lot of things going on here.. but its all taken care of. i try not to talk to much because hubby does read my blog sometimes..
My wittle family is sick but me.. Knock on wood.. I dont want what they seem to have.. No thank you.. but again I am gone. Talk soon.. Have a wonderful rest of the week..
Saturday, September 24, 2011
I have some photos for you but have to wait...
Hi there. I have some photos on my phone but have to wait because I dont know what Brianca did with the little thing that I put the phone memory card into.. She was using it when she put my ring tone onto my phone for me. I had her help me put Amy Grants "What love is for" on my phone.. Now I know whose phone is ringing when it goes off..LOL.. With four cell phones in the house I was going nuts not knowing whose phone was going off..
Anyway I have some beautiful sunset photo's and some sunrise photo's but have to wait to get them onto the puter in a bits.. I have had more snuggle time with Jeff since I blew up at him.. And I also talked to Brianca about how I felt and she agrees with me on alot of things.. She gets uncomfortable when he wants her to snuggle all the time so she has started to go to her room instead.. finding something else to do.
I miss visisting you all as much as I was.. I have been busy. I have 10 rows left my afghan with our names and the hearts in it.. Was hoping to get a few more rows of that done with weekend...I dont know yet. Next weekend i am not going to have much time to get anything done.. Briancas boyfriend from Appleton is coming up and hes bringing his 17 month old daughter with him.. So that means the whole house to be clean and free of things she can put in her mouth..
Kora might get her first taste of what babysitting is like.. Going to let her take care of her for a few times.. She has never handled a baby but there are five adults in the house to help her.. Its not l ike we are leaving and just letting kora take care of her..
I popped my knee out of place last week some how and when it popped back in it hurt and its been stiff since then. We have played raquetball quite a bit since getting our membership back.. I miss playing. I want to take the girls swimming. I just might check here shortly and see if they have any open swimming today.. Just to get out with the girls by ourselves. I dont spend as much time with the girls as I want to..
Anyway lots going on here but the girls are hungry.. Talk soon.. I will try and find that memory card thing for my phone.. I wont post the pix today but in my next post..
Anyway I have some beautiful sunset photo's and some sunrise photo's but have to wait to get them onto the puter in a bits.. I have had more snuggle time with Jeff since I blew up at him.. And I also talked to Brianca about how I felt and she agrees with me on alot of things.. She gets uncomfortable when he wants her to snuggle all the time so she has started to go to her room instead.. finding something else to do.
I miss visisting you all as much as I was.. I have been busy. I have 10 rows left my afghan with our names and the hearts in it.. Was hoping to get a few more rows of that done with weekend...I dont know yet. Next weekend i am not going to have much time to get anything done.. Briancas boyfriend from Appleton is coming up and hes bringing his 17 month old daughter with him.. So that means the whole house to be clean and free of things she can put in her mouth..
Kora might get her first taste of what babysitting is like.. Going to let her take care of her for a few times.. She has never handled a baby but there are five adults in the house to help her.. Its not l ike we are leaving and just letting kora take care of her..
I popped my knee out of place last week some how and when it popped back in it hurt and its been stiff since then. We have played raquetball quite a bit since getting our membership back.. I miss playing. I want to take the girls swimming. I just might check here shortly and see if they have any open swimming today.. Just to get out with the girls by ourselves. I dont spend as much time with the girls as I want to..
Anyway lots going on here but the girls are hungry.. Talk soon.. I will try and find that memory card thing for my phone.. I wont post the pix today but in my next post..
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Things have changed since my TEMPER TAN TRUM
Hi all. things have changed here since i blew up at Jeff and Brianca.. They no longer snuggle up on the couch when her baby side shows up. she keeps her distance.. I have let them both know how I feel.. I am so proud of myself..
Ty has been really nice.. I like having them here but its hard living with two other adults in your home sometimes... there is always a but isnt there in any case like this.. Anyway I dont have much time to write this post..
Jeff has been having really bad nightmares.. We went to bed at the same time last night and it took him until almost 11 to get to sleep.. He turned and tossed and it was horrible.. I have never seen him get like this.. He just couldnt get comfortable. He was sore and achy.. I finally got up and got him some kool aide with three aspirins..
So I am going to be dead on my feet today... Jeff got a ride to work this morning so I can type behind his back.. HEHE!!!!LOL
Ok I have to get moving to work. Talk to you all later.. Will try and make rounds in a bit..
Ty has been really nice.. I like having them here but its hard living with two other adults in your home sometimes... there is always a but isnt there in any case like this.. Anyway I dont have much time to write this post..
Jeff has been having really bad nightmares.. We went to bed at the same time last night and it took him until almost 11 to get to sleep.. He turned and tossed and it was horrible.. I have never seen him get like this.. He just couldnt get comfortable. He was sore and achy.. I finally got up and got him some kool aide with three aspirins..
So I am going to be dead on my feet today... Jeff got a ride to work this morning so I can type behind his back.. HEHE!!!!LOL
Ok I have to get moving to work. Talk to you all later.. Will try and make rounds in a bit..
Friday, September 16, 2011
I am a BITCH OF A WIFE....
HI there my friends. I dont have much time again.. I have to go to work here in a few minutes but wanted to say hi.. I am a bitch of a wife.. I have said somethings in the last 24 hours that could result in Jeff leaving me.. I dont blame him or anyone in my house that might hate me.. I have been jealous and its not easy to admit.. I miss my husband in many more ways than a person can imagine..
I get jealous and then my mouth starts wagging and then we fight.. I hate fighting with my best friend. He is my best friend. My only friend here.. I know you ask about Brianca and Tyler but they are on the outside of what is going on here.. Actually I got jealous because of Brianca last night.. I have told two people in blogland what is going on and its not easy for me to talk about it further..
I dont want to go to work today. I dont feel good.. I feel ill but I dont want to be at home either. I am cold and just feel like I am going to lose my cookies. I hope that feeling goes away soon.. Its one of those jobs that if you are there you are staying there..
I dont want to lose my husband and I have been trying to keep my mouth shut lately. its hard. Its really really hard on me. I know when Brianca wants to spend time with Jeff she isnt in adult mode.. She is what you call an AB (adult Baby)... She needs snugglings and taking care of... And that is why she came back to stay with us.. She wanted to get away from her boyfriend and come back to stay with us.. She missed us and wanted us to take care of her and I have spoiled that with my jealousy...
I will never be a professional basketball player.. I was trying to slam dunk a can into the trash can last night and missed it. I was standing right next to the trash can.. LOL.. Not even two feet away and I missed it.. Yikes.. Ok peeps I have to get going here shortly.. I will be back later on to make rounds. Something I havent done in a while... I will try to have some photo's up. I have some photo's on my phone but need to figure out how to get them off my phone onto the computer.. I dont have the phone adapter this time.. So I am off to work I go.. Talk to you all later. .
I get jealous and then my mouth starts wagging and then we fight.. I hate fighting with my best friend. He is my best friend. My only friend here.. I know you ask about Brianca and Tyler but they are on the outside of what is going on here.. Actually I got jealous because of Brianca last night.. I have told two people in blogland what is going on and its not easy for me to talk about it further..
I dont want to go to work today. I dont feel good.. I feel ill but I dont want to be at home either. I am cold and just feel like I am going to lose my cookies. I hope that feeling goes away soon.. Its one of those jobs that if you are there you are staying there..
I dont want to lose my husband and I have been trying to keep my mouth shut lately. its hard. Its really really hard on me. I know when Brianca wants to spend time with Jeff she isnt in adult mode.. She is what you call an AB (adult Baby)... She needs snugglings and taking care of... And that is why she came back to stay with us.. She wanted to get away from her boyfriend and come back to stay with us.. She missed us and wanted us to take care of her and I have spoiled that with my jealousy...
I will never be a professional basketball player.. I was trying to slam dunk a can into the trash can last night and missed it. I was standing right next to the trash can.. LOL.. Not even two feet away and I missed it.. Yikes.. Ok peeps I have to get going here shortly.. I will be back later on to make rounds. Something I havent done in a while... I will try to have some photo's up. I have some photo's on my phone but need to figure out how to get them off my phone onto the computer.. I dont have the phone adapter this time.. So I am off to work I go.. Talk to you all later. .
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