Friday, September 16, 2011

I am a BITCH OF A WIFE....

HI there my friends. I dont have much time again.. I have to go to work here in a few minutes but wanted to say hi.. I am a bitch of a wife.. I have said somethings in the last 24 hours that could result in Jeff leaving me.. I dont blame him or anyone in my house that might hate me..  I have been jealous and its not easy to admit.. I miss my husband in many more ways than a person can imagine.. 

I get jealous and then my mouth starts wagging and then we fight..  I hate fighting with my best friend. He is my best friend. My only friend here.. I know you ask about Brianca and Tyler but they are on the outside of what is going on here.. Actually I got jealous because of Brianca last night..  I have told two people in blogland what is going on and its not easy for me to talk about it further..

I dont want to go to work today. I dont feel good.. I feel ill but I dont want to be at home either. I am cold and just feel like I am going to lose my cookies.  I hope that feeling goes away soon..  Its one of those jobs that if you are there you are staying there.. 

I dont want to lose my husband and I have been trying to keep my mouth shut lately. its hard.  Its really really hard on me. I know when Brianca wants to spend time with Jeff she isnt in adult mode.. She is what you call an AB (adult Baby)...  She needs snugglings and taking care of...  And that is why she came back to stay with us.. She wanted to get away from her boyfriend and come back to stay with us.. She missed us and wanted us to take care of her and I have spoiled that with my jealousy...

I will never be a professional basketball player.. I was trying to slam dunk a can into the trash can last night and missed it. I was standing right next to the trash can.. LOL.. Not even two feet away and I missed it.. Yikes..  Ok peeps I have to get going here shortly..  I will be back later on to make rounds. Something I havent done in a while... I will try to have some photo's up. I have some photo's on my phone but need to figure out how to get them off my phone onto the computer..  I dont have the phone adapter this time.. So I am off to work I go.. Talk to you all later. .


  1. I don't think it's jealousy. She is taking attention from your husband. She needs to move out.

  2. It sounds like Brianca is behaving inappropriately - and should maybe rein it in a little especially considering you are helping her out. I could see where such a situation might cause some jealous feelings. Hope you all work it out.

  3. A marriage is two people not three. I don't know what is going on, but judging by the post it seems like there are three people in your marriage right now.

    That never ends well.

    Good luck and please email me if you wish to talk, Nicole.

  4. I really don't know your situation but it sounds like the people commenting above me are making a great deal of sense!

    I hope things sort themselves out for you.

  5. Oh I agree it's nice to help someone out but they need to know boundaries and that is way overstepping it. You need to stand up for yourself :)