Thursday, October 20, 2011

Life in the R household

Oh where Oh were to begin.. The drama here you peeps really dont want to hear again. I have been avoiding that topic so there has been no real good posts. I still dont have an adapter for my phone to get my photo's off my phone.. I wish I could upload them from my phone but I dont have a nice phone like that yet..  Anyway.  I am here.. I am ok.. My job is on the fritz and I havent been talking much about that either..  I havent been talking about much lately..

I am getting a new phone tomorrow again with a new plan.  I was given 90 days with the last phone I bought to get in there and work with them to get either Boost or Virgin Mobile.. I am looking at going with boost.. but the owner said if I come back in within 90 days he will completely refund my last phone for me and put that towards a new phone.. so i am looking at gettting a new phone plan tomorrow. Hopefully it will be similar to what I already have.. 

things here have changed since my last bitch session and they are going to change again maybe. I was told yesterday by the supervisor that I did not meet my 90 day review as well as she wanted and she is giving me 30 more days to work on two things and if I dont improve I am being let go from the company.  I am slightly depressed because I go in and I work my ass off for this woman. I am there early every morning, I do the job, I quit talking to everyone. I dont talk unless someone asks me a question lately..  I was told I rolled my eyes at the supervisor two weeks ago. I dont remember doing it. I could have  but didnt mean to do it.  and then just the other day I was told I was laughing or giggling at another employee when she got reprimanded for doing something I have made mistakes doing. But that is where I know I wasnt laughing or giggling at the supervisor. the girl I was working with said something and at that precious moment the supervisor walked over.  So I got yelled at for that.. I was told that when I rolled my eyes at the supervisor she could have let me go at that moment. 

I sometimes feel that they dont want me doing the job I have and if they dont why did they just hire me directly?? I dont get it.  but oh well its over and done with now.

The girls are doing ok.. Kora is still struggling with math and brianna is still struggling with counting money. I have tried to explain it but she wont listen to me..  I want to cry. I did a big no no about a week ago. Briannas ears got infected again where her earring were.. Well Ty told me to take her earrings out for two days.. Well I did.. I went to put the earrings back in and guess what mommy did.. I pushed an earring through a half closed hole. I pushed the earring through thinking it was the skin on the back of her ear. If any of you know what I am talking about you know how much that little skin pops and hurts but this hurt her really bad.. I felt so sorry. She was constantly getting infected with her ears.

Ok peeps I could probably ramble for longer but I have to go get my hubby. I will be back around soon hopefully.. Talk later. Nicole.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Broken Hearted....

Hi all.. I am broken hearted in many ways right now.. I  can take photo's but have no way of getting them onto the computer. I can take them with my phone but dont have the adapter to get them onto the computer and to use just the memory card I need to upload some software.. No thank you..Or wait for Briancas BF to bring me his old adapter for his old samsung... I am so sick of waiting..

I found out that there is no way to get my camera clean unless you take it apart and the place that can do it doesnt touch Kodak cameras.. 

I threw a fit last night..  Does anyone remember me telling you all I had a plan with this many people living in my house and we all had chores... Well guess what none of those chores have been met except for right before Briancas BF comes to visit.. i work outside the house and come home and have to clean too.. I dont ever come home to a clean kitchen or a clean livingroom.. I know my livingroom is cluttered because of my crocheting but still..

I am one fustrated person right now.. I want to scream and yell and just send everyone away.  then everytime Ty and Brianca have time together they leave.. I just came in at 3:30 and they were walking out the door like they had it planned that they didnt want to be  here with me.. I dont care if they dont want to be here..  What ever.. I give up. I am broked hearted though. 

I cant think of the name of it but Brianca is one of those people who cant live with out sex!!! and she is sleeping with Ty and her BF from appleton..  He came up this last weekend with his 18 month old daughter.  It was ok.. I didnt have to do anything. I sat on my butt for three days..  He bought Pizza Friday night and then Saturday he bought some of those crockpot meals you buy out of the meat department..  but when he left I had a kitchen to clean.

I dont care what a person does.. But my girls are asking way to many questions.. They want to know why they are spending so much time together and then trying to explain to them its none of there business.. But its there house too.. Anyway I am trying to stay out of it..

Briancas BFs little girl is so far behind.. She sat in her walker all weekend and watched movies.. She is walking and she is only doing the army crawl..  She can sit up on her own and then he lets her snack all day long.. And wonders why she wont eat dinner when its time.. DAHHHHHH !!!!!

Oh yes I almost forgot to tell you all my great news.... I have been meaning to tell you all for about two weeks now.. You all know this job I have. Well i was working as a perm temp employee.. Well two weeks ago tomorrow I got a letter in the mail telling me they hired me permanantly.. I lose a dollar in the transaction. but at least its stability.. I hope!!!

I get my benefits right away too.. they start in December for me.. I am going to get vision and dental for me and the girls and he will cover us with health insurance through pomps.  so we have it all covered now.. I get 20 hours of vacation if i make it till january 18th with out calling in and if i make it one full year till july 18,2012 with out calling in i get 40 hours of vacation pay..  and then if i make it a full two years with the company i get two weeks vacation pay and so forth on the down the road..

I am so proud of myself..  anyway that is whats been going on here. I have been in an emotional state again with a lot of things going on here..  but its all taken care of. i try not to talk to much because hubby does read my blog sometimes..

My wittle family is sick but me.. Knock on wood.. I dont want what they seem to have.. No thank you.. but again I am gone. Talk soon.. Have a wonderful rest of the week..