Lost my mom today!!

Hi my bloggy friends who still blog. I have lost my mother today. she had that gastric bypass surgery back in September.  Well she decided she thought was best for her.  she quit taking her protein pills and shakes. Well when you don't have enough protein in your body the water in your blood goes to your lungs.  Well that is what happened. she quit taking the protein and her lungs filled up twice. The second time she walked out of the hospital before the treatment was done and she was told she was a walking dead woman. Well she would forget where she was at. Who she was talking to.she would totally forget what they were doing. My dad was getting up to change sheets half way through the night because she couldnt hold  herself.  While we were there at the Hospital the other day she asked the therapist how a walking dead woman looked.  she was laughing about it. It hurt so much for her to talk like that.  When my dad called today with the news I couldnt even talk to him.  I just keep thinking on how fast it went because she seemed ok. Now she is gone.  I dont know what to say. I feel like crying but I also feel numb inside.

I have pix for you of everything we have done in the last few months but I dont have them on my portable hard drive. they are on my phone. We went out to South Dakota with Jeff for his job.  We had been out there for almost two months.  It was a blast.  We saw Mount Rushmore, a wild horse sanctuary, the bad lands. A few other places. It was so cool.

OK Ok peeps I have to get back to making dinner.  Talk to you all. please if you want to talk to me you can find me on face book.  some of you know my real name. if you do you are welcome to message me there. I have my phone on me at all times. my messages come to me directly.