Accident

Hi peeps.. To answer your questions.. Yes I was in a car accident.  I have photos but they are on my phone and I dont have the cord i need to transport them.  I wasnt hurt thankfully. But the car is totalled.  We had  to get another car. With school and work we needed a car.  Wish I could get those photos up here..

Some lady stalled out on the highway and I was trying to get into my lane and there she was..  I tried to stop  but couldnt.  Then the lady behind me said all she saw was my brake lights.  It was scary.  But we are ok.

This post was started a few days ago. i am fed up with work.. i want to quit but there is nothing out there right now and I dont have time after work to look. I may call around on Monday and see what is out there.  I am fed up with everything I do is being wrong.. I have passed my work approvement plan but now she is just being a snag again.. I dont know how to please her. 

Today all I had was a t-shirt with some very tiny holes in it and my sweatpants..Well when we left today she kept me behind to tell me not to wear my sweats or my holy shirt any more..  Welll GOSH DAMN IT!!! I am trying.. What else does she want me to do. I have done everything else she wants me to do and once in weeks I wear sweats and a holy shirt..  Fuck this place. I can do better but need time.  I need full time work but I am sick and tired of being up her ass lately.

We have been dealing with Fleas lately because the girls decided to play with a stray cat outside over halloween. We just figured out where they came from. Its horrifying.  My poor furry child.  She has been itching since then because of my girls..  I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY.. I am so sick of everything right now.  I was going to upload some pix for you about my new bedroom set but i cant get them to upload. Blogger is being a bitch now.  I have to go get Jeff. I will be back later on if I have time. I have to do some home work tonight too  yet. We have class tomorrow morning..

The Other Night

Hi peeps. I was going to bed Thursday night and I gave everyone hugs and kisses like I normally do and put the girls to bed and layed down myself.  I have been sleeping with teddy bears lately to keep me company utnil Jeff comes to bed. Then they get put on the floor when he comes to bed..

But Thursday night I went to bed and I shut the door most of the way and Snowie came in to sleep with me until Jeff came to bed.  But I layed on my side facing his side of the bed and felt Snowie come into the bed room and up on the bed. She snuggled and got comfortable. Then I closed my eyes and all I saw was me hitting the first car. I opened my eyes readjusted Snowie and I and I closed my eyes again and it felt like someone hit me from behind and I was on the bed. I actually left the bed about 2 inches.. 

We have some bad news but Jeff thinks we can still fix it. According to Gandrud the place we bought the Sebring from says its totalled but Jeff thinks he can find someone to fix it for us..  I am not so sure this time because of me. 

He bought us another car last night..  Its a 2004 Pontiac Sunfire. Its a two door but we dont need anything bigger really right now. Just enough to get me to work and us to school..  I will take Tys camera and take photo's later.. I still havent found the ones i wanted for here earlier last week.. maybe I will go look before posting this one.. Its my new bedroom set and our afghan that isnt going to get finished for a while now that I hurt my dang finger.. lol..

I tried something interesting with the girls just now. I made a package of hotdogs, had a half can of chili in the fridge and macaroni.. Mixed them with cheddar cheese. YUMMY. Wish we would have had more chili though.. but its good. I drained the macaroni about half way to spread out the chili.  I get funny cravings once in a while and then test them on the kids.. lol.

Ok peeps. I am going to go eat something for  late lunch with hubby and then we have a few places to go today. I will be around tomorrow or later today..Nicole..

Things you will never believe

Hi my friends.  I have quite the story for you..  Work is going better. sorry its taking me so long to update. i have passed my work improvement plan..  She knew i would but had to put me on it.. So things are good there..

I got in a car accident  yesterday.  I am fine. I am here at home typing. I took today off from work to relax. I was coming home and got on the highway like i normally. Went to move over to the lane I needed and there was a truck sitting there.  I didnt see her at first.. I tried to stop but couldnt stop fast enough..

The lady behind me saw only my brake lights come on and couldnt stop fast enough either.  And she rear ended me and pushed me further up the car i had already hit.  I have photo's but they are on my phone and I havent figured out how to get them to the puter yet..

I am very emotional right now.. I am just taking today to relax and try to recuperate from the accident.  I feel very tired. I went to bed about 10 last night and slept till about 9:30 this morning.. But I am feeling very tireds again.  I dont want to sleep to much or i wont sleep tonight when its time to go back to bed.

On a better note  Jeff and I have some good news.. NO I AM NOT PREGGO!!!!! We are going back to school. We start on Monday Dec. 5th.  I am going for Networking (IT) and Jeff is going for Electrical Technologies.  We will graduate in one year and nine months.. I am sick of living from payday to payday. I have been told being a woman in the IT world is very rare and I can make lots of money being a woman in the IT department.  So that is whats going on here..  Just trying to stay alive and above water like usual..

The girls are good and growing way to fast. i wish I had my camera. I want a new one for x-mas. Maybe Santa will be really nice this year and get me one.  I have been using Ty's but its not like having my own.  Anyway I need to get going. I will talk to you all later.. Talk soon. Nicole..

Lost in Life

Hi peeps.. I am lost right now.  I mean I am here I know when I am but my life is lost in general..  Lets start at the beginning. I got this great new job I really enjoyed back in July. Lets not get off the beaten path. I still enjoy it..  But I bragged about it and told you all what I do.  Well my 30 day review came and went and i didnt do as good as she wanted me to. So she gave me till my 90 day review came. This did a bit better but not as good as she wanted either..  So she put me on whats called a work improvement plan..  Just things I have to work on to keep my job. They keep you employed by points.. yes you read that right. POINTS..  They give you ten POINTS per year.  I was suppose to have gotten a 27 Points on my review which equals out to 77% in there weird ass ways..


Well I didnt get that with my 90 day review. I got a 25 points and a 68%.   yes I see that as being sick. But that is how this company works.. I also supposedly rolled my eyes at D a month ago.. She said that was insubodination.. And then a girl i work with were talking and D reprimanded this girl. I got yelled at because D thought I was laughing at this girl.. NO I WAS NOT!!! I was laughing at something she had said but D walked past at this precise moment.. 

There have been other times I have been yelled at and just wanted to walk off the job but wont because I need the money right now. The job itself isnt hard but you have to focus on the dispenser and make sure you hear and see everything..It seems lately I cant do a damned thing right..  I cried on my way home today. I blasted the cd that was in and I cried.

Its Friday November 11th,2011 and I could be jobless on Monday.  I asked her where I was going and what she was going to do with me. she said she had to hear back from the HR before she decided so I have to go in on Monday and see if she is letting me go.  I cant believe this. I wanted to know today what the hell was going on with my job.  I dont want to wonder and have to get up Monday morning and find out I have no job.. 

I do have a back up plan and hope they have work some where for me.  I dont care if its out of town right now. I need the money. I am going to go back to the Temp service I was working for back in June.  They have always had something for me.  I was appreciated through them.. But this job at WPI is insane.

I am so flustered today..  I dont know how to tell Jeff. I might just wait till Monday and find out whats going on. She might have more work on Monday for us but I dont know yet. She was suppose to get another soap dispenser in and some more what we call P17's for the time being. They dont have a name yet. they are still in the making faze. they arent production yet.  they want them in production soon  but still some bugs to work out.

We are suppose to be getting some more utensils in too but havent heard a word about those yet.. But if I lose this job I am so lost in life.  I found the job from a friend and then i get hired on directly and then they pull this shit on me.  I just dont get it. 

Been MIA.. Sorry my friends..

Hi there. I have been MIA (missing in Action) or more on here.. I have been busy trying to get an order done for a friend of mine. All of you know him.. Zombislayer.. His wife ordered six fall colored placemats and four hotpads and six more bookmarkers from me.. 

Also my mother in law kind of showed me how to make crocheted octopusses.  She just told me how to make them and I did them on my own but they turned out really cute.. I am using Ty's camera for listing my items in my shop.. I havent taken any photo's of the girls as of  yet..

I got my furry baby sick..  She is itchy in the neck so I called the vet and the receptionist told me to give her some benadryl but didnt tell me to use childrens  benadryl.  she just said human benadryl.. So I went and got some and gave her half a tablet and she got really sick. So I called the vet back that night on Thursday and left a message.. 

Well they called back but the only problem with that is, is that brianna answered the phone.. She was making appts for the cat..  So I had to do animal control when mom got home from work on Friday..  Yikes.. But they straightened everythign out and we have her on childrens benadryl for three days..  She still foams at the mouth because she gags on it.. I have considered watering it down once and see what happens to her. But the vet thinks she has come down with an allergy.  I dont want to bring her in quite yet so I am trying home remedies first.  With her gagging she isnt getting sick she just gags on it at first..


Here is what I have been up to the last few weeks..  If any of you would like your own little item let me know via e-mail. I do ship internationally.. I will hopefully have my other items up and running in a bit. I have four more bookmarkers to make. They go for eight dollars a piece and are great because they are washable. If you spill something on them you can just pop them in the washer and dryer instead of throwing them out like most bookmarkers.. The octopusses are all crocheted including there eyes if you want one for a new baby coming along.. I can make them either pinks and blues or one of each color.. Or just your choice of colors.. My holiday place mats are the red, white and green. I am working on getting a set of four in an oval shape.. For me a little harder said than done.. but working on it. 

Ok peeps this is it for now. enjoy and I will try and make rounds later on..  Nicole.

Life in the R household

Oh where Oh were to begin.. The drama here you peeps really dont want to hear again. I have been avoiding that topic so there has been no real good posts. I still dont have an adapter for my phone to get my photo's off my phone.. I wish I could upload them from my phone but I dont have a nice phone like that yet..  Anyway.  I am here.. I am ok.. My job is on the fritz and I havent been talking much about that either..  I havent been talking about much lately..

I am getting a new phone tomorrow again with a new plan.  I was given 90 days with the last phone I bought to get in there and work with them to get either Boost or Virgin Mobile.. I am looking at going with boost.. but the owner said if I come back in within 90 days he will completely refund my last phone for me and put that towards a new phone.. so i am looking at gettting a new phone plan tomorrow. Hopefully it will be similar to what I already have.. 

things here have changed since my last bitch session and they are going to change again maybe. I was told yesterday by the supervisor that I did not meet my 90 day review as well as she wanted and she is giving me 30 more days to work on two things and if I dont improve I am being let go from the company.  I am slightly depressed because I go in and I work my ass off for this woman. I am there early every morning, I do the job, I quit talking to everyone. I dont talk unless someone asks me a question lately..  I was told I rolled my eyes at the supervisor two weeks ago. I dont remember doing it. I could have  but didnt mean to do it.  and then just the other day I was told I was laughing or giggling at another employee when she got reprimanded for doing something I have made mistakes doing. But that is where I know I wasnt laughing or giggling at the supervisor. the girl I was working with said something and at that precious moment the supervisor walked over.  So I got yelled at for that.. I was told that when I rolled my eyes at the supervisor she could have let me go at that moment. 

I sometimes feel that they dont want me doing the job I have and if they dont why did they just hire me directly?? I dont get it.  but oh well its over and done with now.

The girls are doing ok.. Kora is still struggling with math and brianna is still struggling with counting money. I have tried to explain it but she wont listen to me..  I want to cry. I did a big no no about a week ago. Briannas ears got infected again where her earring were.. Well Ty told me to take her earrings out for two days.. Well I did.. I went to put the earrings back in and guess what mommy did.. I pushed an earring through a half closed hole. I pushed the earring through thinking it was the skin on the back of her ear. If any of you know what I am talking about you know how much that little skin pops and hurts but this hurt her really bad.. I felt so sorry. She was constantly getting infected with her ears.

Ok peeps I could probably ramble for longer but I have to go get my hubby. I will be back around soon hopefully.. Talk later. Nicole.

Broken Hearted....

Hi all.. I am broken hearted in many ways right now.. I  can take photo's but have no way of getting them onto the computer. I can take them with my phone but dont have the adapter to get them onto the computer and to use just the memory card I need to upload some software.. No thank you..Or wait for Briancas BF to bring me his old adapter for his old samsung... I am so sick of waiting..

I found out that there is no way to get my camera clean unless you take it apart and the place that can do it doesnt touch Kodak cameras.. 

I threw a fit last night..  Does anyone remember me telling you all I had a plan with this many people living in my house and we all had chores... Well guess what none of those chores have been met except for right before Briancas BF comes to visit.. i work outside the house and come home and have to clean too.. I dont ever come home to a clean kitchen or a clean livingroom.. I know my livingroom is cluttered because of my crocheting but still..

I am one fustrated person right now.. I want to scream and yell and just send everyone away.  then everytime Ty and Brianca have time together they leave.. I just came in at 3:30 and they were walking out the door like they had it planned that they didnt want to be  here with me.. I dont care if they dont want to be here..  What ever.. I give up. I am broked hearted though. 

I cant think of the name of it but Brianca is one of those people who cant live with out sex!!! and she is sleeping with Ty and her BF from appleton..  He came up this last weekend with his 18 month old daughter.  It was ok.. I didnt have to do anything. I sat on my butt for three days..  He bought Pizza Friday night and then Saturday he bought some of those crockpot meals you buy out of the meat department..  but when he left I had a kitchen to clean.

I dont care what a person does.. But my girls are asking way to many questions.. They want to know why they are spending so much time together and then trying to explain to them its none of there business.. But its there house too.. Anyway I am trying to stay out of it..

Briancas BFs little girl is so far behind.. She sat in her walker all weekend and watched movies.. She is walking and she is only doing the army crawl..  She can sit up on her own and then he lets her snack all day long.. And wonders why she wont eat dinner when its time.. DAHHHHHH !!!!!

Oh yes I almost forgot to tell you all my great news.... I have been meaning to tell you all for about two weeks now.. You all know this job I have. Well i was working as a perm temp employee.. Well two weeks ago tomorrow I got a letter in the mail telling me they hired me permanantly.. I lose a dollar in the transaction. but at least its stability.. I hope!!!

I get my benefits right away too.. they start in December for me.. I am going to get vision and dental for me and the girls and he will cover us with health insurance through pomps.  so we have it all covered now.. I get 20 hours of vacation if i make it till january 18th with out calling in and if i make it one full year till july 18,2012 with out calling in i get 40 hours of vacation pay..  and then if i make it a full two years with the company i get two weeks vacation pay and so forth on the down the road..

I am so proud of myself..  anyway that is whats been going on here. I have been in an emotional state again with a lot of things going on here..  but its all taken care of. i try not to talk to much because hubby does read my blog sometimes..

My wittle family is sick but me.. Knock on wood.. I dont want what they seem to have.. No thank you.. but again I am gone. Talk soon.. Have a wonderful rest of the week..